迷失

做了一个决定，原以为是很值得的，可是后来才发现要的结果不是这样，不知道自己的去向，很 责怪自己，可是已没有回头路，只有向前看，一切归零，可是我坚信我一定能找到自己想要的，只是时间的长短，一切到霉运我都尝试过了，我可以说是后悔，可是我最不希望的就是令家人失望，很意气用事，不想好好，搞到最近都睡不好，很怕，很压抑，很lost..haiz,事到如今没办法了只好要努力努力了！！加油加油！！！！

PS:或许是上苍给我的一个考验，人不跌倒不懂得痛！！社会，我不会向你投降，妥协的！！

true love stay ♥♥♥♥

is quite long time i din updated my blog~i think is almost a year~wat made my motivation to write a blog after year ago?is because of chris medina,who as a american idol's participant, not because his voice(sure he was great in singing) or talent,i appreciate is because how he treat his fiancee-juliana ramos~is damn touching man~his propose to his gf in dec 2007,and planned get married after 2 yrs later,which 2009,but unfortunately,juli had a serious accident and made those things gone,juli is a very pretty gal,confidence,sexiest tat i ever seen before,said truth, i never attractive by a gal , somomore she not an artist, in those day i keep reading all their news and her picture,is kinda pity for a teenager,almost to get marry~so i hope juli can recover soon,i know it will be a hard job,god blessed . their story is really touched by my heart, is really a true love. so on this statement made me felt tat v must appreciate wat v had now,not juz unsatisfied wat the god/world giving to us. n this will make me more missing my darling who put more effort in our love story and maintaion our relationship.love u darling ^^~by the way hope chris n juliana can be together forever~keep going chris n juli~^^cheer~

chris propose to juli in 2007

chris single album-mayb cannot watch once u din sign in youtube~